REGRET UNBORN


Regret Unborn

Thinking of you every night before sleep,
Haunted by the days steeped in your narcissism—
I can’t forget, I can’t forgive myself.

How cruel I was to my own heart,
Giving you everything, baring my soul;
Now I only know regret—
Regret for loving you,
For surrendering the very essence of me,
For sharing the promise of new life.

I gave you the news of our little one’s arrival,
A tender hope that never saw the light,
Oh, that poor soul, unborn—
Lost before it could even dream.

                                                     KULSOOM AFZAL

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